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A lone wolf is a dead wolf
Well, I'm all about art. It's been a defining faucet who I am since the beginning. I'm currently working on my first BFA with a major in sculpture. I'm very interested in minoring in furniture design and construction. I love to express myself in oils, acrylics, as well as airbrush, drawing in charcoal, sculpture in clay, and I'm new to metallurgy. I am also in line to start a tattoo apprenticeship soon. I really enjoy tattooing a lot, and I've found it's the only art form I can do without my hands going numb periodically. It's a sad side effect of 8 months working in the slaughter house. I have a very dark past that lends to the fact that I've desired such a sexual lifestyle since I've desired sex, period. Unfortunately, because of my shy nature, I've only engaged in very few people, sexually or relationship wise. My ex was my first actual relationship. Of these very few experiences, only a couple have been satisfying to me sexually. They were very brief as well. I'm starved, and can no longer sit by passively. I've tried leaving it in others' hands, and this is where I've ended up. I have been interacting online with a few different people, and now I'm not sure if a complete master/slave thing is for me. Bluntly, I am an animal. I want to be taken down, and used. I want to be told and shown that there's nothing I can do to stop it. I want to be shown dominance not pressured into serving. I want to be mentally dominated in the act, not wage a war to dominate my mind. It'll be a long hard, fruitless battle. I am my own person with my own passions and dreams. I have my own direction. I just want to share satisfying sex with a man I can respect and love. I'm tired of being separated from people with similar interests. The frustration is seeping over into my personality, so it is time to feed the beast before it destroys me.
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